This is what I remember.
The bruising rain pocking my face, the torrent in my ears. Opening my mouth to drink, stinging the back of my throat – the metal-sour stench of the machine – opening my eyes to wash pain from my mind.
The dark mood still snapping around me, though I had done my best to break it – and it had done its best to finish me.
Despair: most of all despair…
Listening to the mud suck and gurgle like a piglet at the teat: suck, gargle, snort; as the tractor sank lower and I sank with it. Waiting for death or rescue; half-knowing death for a preference.
© Cherry Potts 2009 read at Liars’ League, London 2009 Published in Lovers’ Lies Arachne Press 2013